I really should write something here. I really should... I don't know. Lisa fucked my brains out this morning. Not a dozen posts ago I was bitching about being undersexed. Boy, am I eating those words now...
Since the ugly incident this past weekend we've worked a lot of things out. Lisa's behavior that night was a product of life-long rejection from Janae and alcohol. She took it out on me. I had the presence of mind (and a little help from above) to not completely lose my fucking mind, as I normally would. The thought of confronting Lisa's demons again still makes me clench my fists. Our demons should never meet, it wouldn't be pretty at all. But like I said, love prevailed, and it won't happen again. I walked away from this with greater self-knowledge and greater confidence in my power to shape my life.
We will be devising a banishing and protection ritual to cleanse and keep the drama out of the house. It's about fucking time! Lisa is really serious about it, and it shows in her self-discipline. She is actually writing things down this time! We work magick everyday, but she hasn't done full on rituals in a while. My own problem from a few weeks ago has been remedied by a powerful sex ritual. For days I inflamed myself with lust, devotion and love for her, until I finally reached the climax when I made an oath to her. This case is about preventing emotional baggage coming into our home. This needs to be a safe haven for everyone who comes with good intentions. Lisa's witchcraft method is perfectly suited for a working like this. I'm very excited to aid her.
We're both very high on love. Our visit to NYC to see Jinxx Monsoon perform live was an amazing experience. We needed that experience after the weekend. Now we both clear minded and committed to healing our home.
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